working in the same office for the past 10 plus years, there are of course times when i made an attempt to leave but of course it never materalised... either cos i was not ready to change to a new environment, pay cut or the job itself was not appealing... seems like many excuses hahaha... at each point in time i wanted to leave, it din feel right... i recalled last year i so much wanted to quit after a baseless scolding session from voldemort but eventually decided against it cos i din want to leave ivy and SH in the lurch as renovations was undergoing... i always feel obligated towards ivy as i know the amount of pressure put on her and the kind of shit she takes in for us... good begets good so i have been putting on hold my leaving as i know i can still be of help to pple like SH and ivy in bid to lessen their load... these are the kind of support amongst some of us in office and always pulls me to con't to stay on... like yest, SH, Ee, YQ and myself were the only ones left in office and we all started chatting and laughing... it's a warm and nice feeling knowing that we can all just happily chat on topics such as marriage etc when we dont usu work together let alone eat lunch together...
lately i have this sense of feeling that its time to take my leave... there have been major changes to the org chart... ivy's no longer handling operations... which seems to be the right time for me... never once have i thot of my farewell words to voldermort and ivy but it came to me a couple of days back... i have learned alot all these years and these experiences have enriched my life in one way or another, i never felt any regret joining this office... it provided me what education alone cannot do... the new pple nowadays all come with a dont like, then quit attitude, which is sadly why they don't pick-up skills that cannot be taught but comes with experience... i'm not one who praises oneself but there are times when i find that i can handle situations better than some of those with higher education but the sad thing is that i'm not paid according to how i use my brain... which is why i'm still very bitter abt J... the disparity in income in comparison to the amount of work and thinking she puts in really tips the scale so much that it looks like it can never be set right... as a librian, such injustice all the more drives me to wanna get out...
wilbur supports wiki! don't u?
